I have been thinking alot about what my purpose in this life is suppose to be. At this time in my life I really have no idea what my future plans are...I mean they have always been for me to be a better person and try and make a better life for myself...but honestly isn't that everyone’s goal? I just don’t want to be one of those people that works a dead end job all of their lives, has no one at the end of the day but their cat to come home to. It just seemed so much easier when we were kids. Our dreams, our ambitions were so big that we could hardly contain our selves. Now as an "adult" I find myself wishing that my dreams and ambitions were once again that big...because maybe then I might be able to take control of my life and go into a field in which I will be happy and benefit others as well. I am tired of the I wishes, I should of, I could have's because none of that is going to make any of what I want or think want come true! Some how, some way I have got to start moving on to something more promising because I can honestly say that I can not allow myself to become just another person that could have and should have done something with their life.